i'm so sleepy... haiz... shaikha shaikha.. stupid girl. sabo me. we were supposed to meet at 11:30AM at the school bus stop cos she wanna have a talk with her bf. at first i said 12PM but she kept saying she's meeting him at 11:45 so alrite, we shall meet at 11:30...

woke up this mornin at 9 by mum when she's supposed to wake me up at 9:30 instead so i went back for a short nap. too tired. then when i got back up and ate and all, i received a message (i juz switched on my hp) and saw shaikha's msg tellin me to meet at 1PM instead... that is like SO late. i could've finished most of my work by then.. haiz.... anyway she juz woke up not long ago as i typed this message so in the end i also have to meet her at 1PM.. sianz.

wilfred's comin over to accompany me later cos i asked him to. at first tot can finish earlier then go out with him... guess cannot liao.. haiz so drowsy now.. *rargh* there's people outside my house doing the lift set up ... haiz.

|| Workoholic ||

i think i can picture myself in the future sitting in front of the comp in my office for 10 hours straight without resting and eating and just typing out my report non-stop. serious. i've been at my comp since about 12PM this afternoon trying to do my CRM project cos i realised that after takin a look at my resource kit, the format looks darn strange and i was in desperate need for verification. then i saw patricia's nick but she's away. messaged her and got replied too but it took longer than normal at first for her to reply cos she's busy with some stuff while i sat infront of the comp dying of anxiety. i was sooooo confused suddenly and felt like as if everything not done yet. then when i finally understood what was needed with the report format and started sorting things out, i began typing. then while doing so i had to help pat with her blog cos she wants to have some changes done with her comments while adeel (india fren) was tellin me about him being dumped by his girl and his r/s prob and i cant leave him in lurch and RARGH!!! one brain use in 3 different ways and everyone of them needs lotsa thinking... *dies of brain overload*

before i knew it, i'm done with my report and it's already 5++ PM and i typed finish the whole chunk of the report leaving only the recommendations and executive summary undone. (one more chunk tmr i'll do). i think i'm mad. how come from nothing, i sat infront of the comp for 5 over hours and end up typing finish half the report? i did the same for Client-P.

juz my stupid nature of not being able to sit still knowing that i can get it done and not get it done and even if i'm supposed to delegate stuff to ppl i end up finishing their part. shoot.

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jia lat!!! y jack the ripper sial!

anyway i went to sch to do project today.. won't say it's proceeding fantastically well but alrite lah got some progress at least. at least the CRM layout was pretty detailed so all i need was to feel it up with more words explaining them...

now fred's being Uncle Agony to Shaikha hahahaha...

i realised i didn't mention something about yesterday.
i was a kinokuniya and my jaws juz dropped. YUZO TAKADA ILLUSTRATION BOOK!
it's like..... OMG!!! you have ANY idea how long i've been buying his comics?
since primary school till now and i'm still buying his comic!! 7 years!!!
when i saw that illustration book before wilfred even know what i'm so excited about,
i grabbed the book and hugged it.
then i look at wilfred.
then he look at me.
the book was so heavy.

What's the price?
i don't know
check..
*chokes*..wah liao.. $118!!!!

i was so so so so so sad!!!!!!

wah lau the book is so nice somemore it's a combination of two!!!
i want!!!!!
so expensive!!!! i kept looking at the book and refuse to look away and stood there for duno how long
until wilfred push me out of kinokuniya....
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAA

RARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! missed the slot by 14 seconds!!! DAMNIT!
alritey, *damn i'm being mr siow no.2* i went to orchard to meet up with fred, technically yesterday. cos it's supposed to be monday now.. anyway, at heeren they were doing this star search thingy but i not interested so when fred came we went up to Annex for a walk and bought some gummi(s) to eat. hehehe i love the coke one! but it makes my jaw cringe haha cos sour.. anyway seems like everyone cant see my picture except yours truly. YAHOO, U SUCK!

i'm havin some bad case of ulcers on both my upper and lower lips... *ouch* and it hurts when fred kiss me. @#%%^$%&
today's another special day for us. hehe.
cos it's our Annivasary!!!! (refering to 09 of March) and now we're together for 1 year and 4 months liao!!! ^___^
cant wait for 1 and half year to come heehee...
my palm muscle there ache like hell man!! someone save me!!! *rargh*

i was supposed to do some research for later hehehe end up havent do yet.. jia lat..
sucha lousy grp leader hahahaha...

juz trying out this cheating method of using Yahoo! Pictures and stealing it's codes hahaha...
here goes. trial *evil grinz*
This is how my new top looks. damn i look fat but i like the top still. my dad say how come i dress like red indian. >__<

Hey Coolie, don't know if you'll be able to check this particular entry but i heard frm twit's tmr's ur bdae?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

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wah damn sian.
hardly much of anyone i can chat with is online.
the rest seems pretty dead-ish. no replies or boring onez.
*sianz*
i feel kinda sleepy i duno y but i cant go slp yet cos gotta bathe 1st.

actually this paragraph aint here. i added it in onli last minute after i typed finish this whole lot lolz` but i couldn't help it cos i read everyone else's blog and came across pat's. with my name innit. pretty stunned after reading it. cos it juz makes me kinda floaty ya noe lolz`? that's the way fred alwaiz describe his feeling when someone praise him or somesort. it juz makes me wonder... how you can make someone's day brighter, with juz a simple line of "u feelin alrite?". one line that simply expresses my concern towards her cos i see her so sad after the test.. so i couldn't help but ask. tot i would've been sucha a lousy fren if i didn't lolz`. the thing is, one line can make a person think so much is rather amazing. mebbe i'll take up human psychology next time nyahaha.. juz remember, show it when u do feel concerned. nothing is 'redundant' when u care. *wink*

Saturday Stuff
japanese class was alrite but kinda dull.
the sensei alittle dramatic which makes her kinda cute
but she's not young or look "kireii" or "kawaii" that kind.
she's rather fierce though.

i wonder how long can this pictures of mine last in the entries
since ranchoweb is not gonna let us free-load their pix hosting no more...

i was about to walk to the mrt to go fred hse when i passed by Dano
there was a bunch of women there and i saw them holding up a top
a top which i would love to buy and the kind i like...
but they were hovering around like bees.. all 3 of em...
so i went to Mac first and bought my nuggets *hehez* with 2 bucks
then turned back to the shop to get the top.
i immediately grabbed the two colours that caught my liking
hay brown and blue.
there were other colours of course.
white, black, red and purple
anyway i thought the blue one not outstanding so i got the other.
mebbe i'll take pic show u all or wad lah.
abit can see through though.. so if i wear dark coloured bra haha
then can see liao.
also, it has this frilly stringy threads at the bottom.
overall this top/sweater/wadever look like handknit that kind.
NiCe~! wear to sch someday. duno can anot.
later catch me say i too 'exposed' hahahaha

i went fred hse and it was a 'special' day. for us hehehez
himitsu dayo! iienai... nyahahaha
we all went to IKEA after that to walk walk
we bought a candle (strawberry!!!!) and batteries.
then we went to buy hot dog and left after that.
we were about to board the bus lah actually but then i dragged him to Anchor Pt.
end up we two walk walk halfway and i realised he forgot to take the candle and stuff
we chiong back to IKEA onli to find that it's gone.
fred was abit kanchiong liao lah then he ask the cleaner if he picked up our stuff.
when he say no i dragged fred over to the cashier
they ask us go to the security office to find out
heng. we found it!!!! *nyahahahaha*
then when we got home i was teaching coolie some japanese....
and then talked to tetsu and zero abit...
zero abit bit loner sial... haiz.. but he can b very cute.
anyway, before i went home, me n fred had a round of 'wrestling'
and was fighting hahaha tickling and everything lah... like kids lidat...

isshoni no ha... 1 nen 4ka gatsu da.. nagai ne..
atashi ha kare no tonarini, itsumo kodomo no you ni shiteta...
tokidoki kare ni gakkari shita... demo hontouno kimochi ha...
kare ni daremo iiyada.... kare dake hoshii.. dakara ima cho shiawase na kimochi motteiru...
tokidoki kodomo no you ni asonde, ii na...
kono you ni ippai hito ha sonna kankei ga hoshii..
atashi ha mitsuketa..

Friday Stuff
|| Last Day of Tests!!!!!!!! ||

pardon my late entry once again but ladies and gentlemen! here i am announcing,
THE END of my tests muahahahahahaha....
wah feel so shiok. hahahaha come to think of it, it's pretty alrite although
we all thought this paper will be the killer paper cos it's about technology and all lah.
but then now that i think about it, i think CRM (yest's ppr) was harder.
cos i messed up and there's ALOT to write.
today one onli 3 questions. essay ones and one is 20marks qns the others, 15marks.
i went out to find wilfred straightaway and so happen to sit in the same bus as shaikha.
*hehez*
niwaes, i went to cck to find wilfred cos he's painting his old hse
but he finished earlier than expected and before i reach, he's oredi done
so i went to LOT 1 first to eat and macdonald hahaha
as usual, i had my McCrispy, spicy one.
AND, i bought 4 comic books!!! wahahha...
so shiok. v long nvr buy comics lidat liao.
the most comic bks i bought at one shot is 6 bks wahahaha..

okie dokie. guys click here, to check out on the new photo i took
of the figurines i bought. hehehe damn real one k. bottom of the page yah.

oh yes forgot to mention, i watced "Chicago" liao.
i knew catherine zeta jones is inside, i noe richard gere is innit too,
but lil` did i know that that "bridget jones' gurl was the one acting as Roxie.
hahahhaha cos she slim down so much. gee...
strange but then she bcome so flat chested leh... aiyo
hmmm basically this movie is meant to be a musical so there's lotsa singing
abit strange lah but not bad loh the show... got it's funny factor also lah
u guys can try watch it someday.

today juz before the exam hor, i was one bus behind jeremy
then he waited for me at the sch bus stop and then we went to LT18
met pat pat there with her grp member
and i was trying to digest the last bit of my notes
was thinking this time die liao lah end up when we went upstairs
most of the ppl went inside already. we were 4mins later than 10:50AM.
that's the time when we're allowed to read the ppr.
niwae, before i went inside they said YK was outside still.
couldn't understand wad jere's saying. think he said YK kanchiong or wad.
duno lah. yvonne din even come for test today. worse still.
also, half the classrm was empty hahahaha
think this ppr killer for some ppl.
it's juz the mindset that this ppr will b damn tough
end up lidat onli. aiyoyo...

oh yes, did i tell ya? i bring the mashimaro fred gav me ages ago
as my lucky charm. have been doing that since year one hahaha..

damn mistake in one of the stuff i typed.
yah the links is here.

i WAS saying, that the necklace cost initially at $35 but auntie see me cute *bhb* so giv us discount at $28.

[[PRESENT FRM FRED!]]

i just got this new necklace from wilfred!!! he bought it for me!!!
excuse my excitement. i seldom gets things frm him u see.
*sMiLeS*
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|| third day of test ||

feng's off to collect her A level's results and fred's off to collect his paycheck frm prudential.
he's hp bill is out again. *stress level go up* but then again,
fred say he's paying it all himself.
sweet darlin. at least he's initiative when he has the $.

wouldn't say that the test was a breeze because it was not. it was pretty tough.
tough not in the sense that i don't know my stuff.
prob is, i studied so much that the informations inside muh brain jumbled up.
major prob.
i answered the right stuff, to the wrong questions.
affirmative loss in marks: 16 marks
that excludes careless mistakes of course.

juz saw Jolin Tsai's new mtv. like a little woman.
lolz heard that she's changing her image and somehow,
from certain angle she resembles Ruby Lin. haha

tomorrow's my last paper and i can't wait for it to end.
i feel like an encaged bird waiting for the break.

if you guys DIDN'T happen to notice that aww.. (0) or something else at the bottom of the entries, juz to let you know that i missed your comments alot and you guys can leave your comments behind there. it's sorta to replace shoutbox temporarily. cos i never set up site meter so i duno who came and stuff and it gets boring lolz`

||second day of test||

had my second ppr today, two more left to go.
customer communication.
if u studied, you'll know your stuff and be guaranteed at least a pass.
if u didn't? god bless.

jere studied the wrong stuff, YK answered the wrong thing (40marks gone)
strangely, wad terry studied came out and what he did not didn't.
lucky ass. lolz`

well tomorrow's test gonna be about Customer Relationship Management.
sounds pretty common sense bullshit-able stuff huh?
guess again. lotsa memorization of steps required.
juz hope i'll do well for it and get over and done.
cant wait till weekend where i can finally meet wilfred.
havent been seeing him for ages and mebbe we'll watch movie or something

now i'm watchin Hallmark's Jack and the Beanstalk.
really strange cos the plot has changed into something much more complicating..
can't they just leave a childhood story alone? *sigh*
but the filming is not bad.
juz din fancy the change in plot.

fred's over at his old house painting the walls.. with his dad
get paid $30 a day

*WhEeEeEeeeee!*
one paper taken, juz 3 more to go!!
today's ppr is Client-p and it's easily the simplest of all the test so i had no problem with it but rather worried for the other papers, especially tomorrow's paper cos it sorta requires alot of memorization. in fact, the other 3 papers require quite alot memorization. *sigh* a few careless mistakes here and there for the paper today

right now i'm damn lazy to start studying mebbe cos i revised the day before yest and now ask me revise again i feel very sian about.. arghhh.... wah now with the help of pat pat bombing me more qns i'm being forced to look back at the notes in order to answer her. gd and bad. gd i get to practise. onli reason y i'm not studying is cos i feel damn sian to read through the notes. sianz....

tomorrow is the beginning of my test. jia lat. kanjiong sial
but then heng tmr's ppr not that terok. onli 5 chapters to learn and can use common sense explain through.
*phew*
other others not so ez though. nvm. try my best lah. tired sia now brain dead
woke up since 11.. started studying at 12PM..
almost done with it now.. mebbe dat made me feel better.. faster finish faster can relax
hahaha rite now i feel very edgy like wan to eat something lidat
right now i'm trying to get yifeng to go parkway walk walk with me.
i so damn bored

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no limit on earth or sky to hinder you.
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brain dead.
who?
me.
why?
study too much.

i shall make alot of dolls to poke if the papers are tough.
targets: teachers

i miss my life
my free time
and my birby. >____<

sad part is, all this stress and fatique doesn't juz end with the test.
it still continues.
*RARGH*

sentiments

i am SO brain dead from studying. been studying since bout 7PM!!! i feel like dying right now.. i know i reached the limit for today and i juz can't go on anymore. kinda meaningless reading through a pile of notes when u noe u cant memorize. mite as well stop. i'll continue tmr *sigh*

juz got back not too long ago from japanese class.
u MIGHT be wonderin` y on earth am i doing home in afternoon of a saturday.
well, i aint got no choice cos my tests are juz around the corner and i had to come home to study
ALTHOU.. i'm pretty sian abt it so i duno how much can i actually cover cos i'm pretty tired right now...
mebbe a nap will make me better..

the O level results were released just yesterday.
glad to hear that most of my frenz who took O had good grades or at least managed a pass.
clar and aiko seemed to fare pretty well... sad thing was that Lionel (my cousin, bryan's elder bro) fared pretty badly.
now he have to go to ITE first before going to poly.. haiz.. waste 3 years..
i see him like so senang play game everyday while ppl so bz for their O level studies i already more or less guessed
that it might turn out to be of such. haiz.. i wonder how's my aunt dealing with it now...muz be damn sad.

i had this new pattern of clipping my hair and fred say it's very nice wahaha..
and make me more... hip hip wahah no lah younger. he say i look like 17-18 years old
HeY at least dat makes me a couple of years younger hahaha..
it's pretty traumatising being 20 and my mum keep repeating to me
that according to the lunar calendar i'm 21.. OH SPARE ME MAN!

shoot i really duno if i can study man.. like beri sian lidat..
nothing interesting on tv as usual.. rite now i'm chattin up with tanya and twit.. haiz
since i hav the habit of juz daydreaming and talk to myself in muh head..
typing this blog sometimes make me forget that ppl are actually READIN it ya noe?
i forgot i mentioned how many hrs i've been sleeping on my blog
and when pat ask me to slp early and more that juz 7 hrs i was pretty stunned
at first i tot, how she noe? then i realised that i wrote it in my blog haha
also, seems like shoutboxes r down again~ nothing unusual
one strange thing though. i cant view my blog without the www now...weird!